you shouldn't read this post, seriously.
I TOLD YOU NOT TO READ, ARE YOU BLIND.
SO WELL YOU'RE BLIND.
I ASKED MYSELF WHY. WHAT WENT WRONG. WHAT EXACTLY WENT SO WRONG. COS FUCK IT, I DON'T CARE ANYMORE. AND IM SO FUCKINGLY PISSED WITH EVERYONE, IT ISN'T FUCKINGLY HELPING. I KNOW IM NOT SUPPOSED TO BE SO BLOODY VULGAR, BUT HECK, I DON'T CARE. YOU ALL TELL ME THERE ARE OTHER THINGS IN LIFE, BUT WTF, HOW COULD YOU BLOODY UNDERSTAND. YOU BLOODILY DON'T REAP WHAT YOU SOW. SOD IT. I DON'T WANT TO LIVE LIFE ANYMORE. IM BEING LIKE A SUICIDAL PESSIMIST. DAMN, LIFE'S UNFAIR. I HATE LIFE, I HATE *** . I JUST DON'T LIKE IT WHEN PEOPLE GIVE ME CLICHE REMARKS, ALTHOUGH I KNOW THEY MEAN WELL COS AFTER ALL THIS TIME, NOTHING'S GOING THE WAY I WANTED IT TO BE. AND FUCK IT, I DON'T WANT ANYTHING. I JUST WANNA SLEEP, AND GET CUT OFF FROM EVERYTHING. I DON'T WANNA GIVE A HOOT ABOUT ANYTHING. WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN? I DON'T CARE. I WANT TO DO WHAT I WANT TO DO. LIFE ISN'T A BED OF ROSES. FUCK IT. HOW FUCKING TRUE IS THAT. AND YOU REAP WHAT YOU SOW? WHAT THE FUCK MAN. THAT'S LIKE SO FUCKING UNTRUE.
AFTER ALL THESE WHILE I'VE COME TO REALISE THAT WELL, SO WHAT. SO WHAT EVEN IF I ______ SINCE _________. IT'S NOT GOING TO WORK. PLUS EVERYONE SAYS THAT FUCKING CLICHE PHRASE OVER AND OVER AGAIN. IM REALLY SICK AND TIRED OF ALL YOUR SUPERFICIALITY. I HATE HARBOURING FALSE HOPES. AND WELL, I SUCK AND WELL THAT SAID, I SUCK.
